After the High School life

With all of the things i have to do to graduate, I'm more concerned with failing myself, then not reaching the requirements. The school says i have to have a D to pass a test, but for personal standards i have to have an A, and i don't have all A's i believe that i failed. Reaching all the requirements is not going to be a problem, it's just trying to fit them in to my course load my junior and senior year while i am attending running start and new market. I know that if i don't over load my self I' not going to reach my full potential. I also have to keep going to the WSU workshops that I'm attending. I also have to practice and play my heart out if i want to get a scholarship  on my oboe and get in to a top preforming school if i don't get into WSU.

I'm hoping that by pushing myself to my full potential in high school i will be able to complete any dreams and goals i have for later on in life. If i slack through high school i know i wont do well in the future. I'm hoping get expirences that will also help me later on in life that will make me a better person. High School, a scary thing, is my future. If i fail now, i'll never amount to anything, which will always be my biggest fear. So pretty much i need to do well.